It's finally here! Tonight at 6pm, I will begin my Captain's Class. I am nervous, excited, anxious, curious, full of hope, and ready to embrace the challenge. I am looking forward to learning new things, meeting some new people, and to devote almost everything I have to this endeavor. Thanks again to all who made it happen and now it's up to me to succeed and make myself, as well as all my believers, proud.
I am also starting this new chapter as an engaged woman. It happened last week. Eric and I will be getting married on August 10. We decided to do it AFTER Lollapalooza weekend (I don't want to be downtown with thousands of suburban teenagers), and the 10th is fitting because August is the month in which we first met, and it is the day of Drum Corps Internationals World Class Finals. Eric introduced me to DCI and all things drum corps. We are going to get married at City Hall, then probably wander over to the Riverwalk and take some pictures with the water taxis, then join some friends and family for drinks/a light bite somewhere and end the day with the Wendella fireworks cruise. These plans are preliminary, except for the getting married at City Hall part, and I am open to any ideas or suggestions people might have.
The path to getting to this point hasn't been smooth and it hasn't been easy, but it has made for a very interesting and full life. Sure there have been tears, arguments, times apart, doubts and problems. Throughout it all though there has been laughter, happiness, adventures, and most of all love. This rings true for Captains Class and for getting married.
I'll be blogging more with class and wedding plan updates. I hope you'll enjoy following along as the story continues to unfold.
Tuesday, February 19, 2019
Monday, February 4, 2019
I Can Breathe Again
The polar vortex of last week is history, the snow is melting, football is over, the birds are building nests on the porch, and I finally feel like I can relax a little bit.
The cold last week really messed up my car again. It wouldn't start, AAA wouldn't come out to jump it, and the electronics were so messed up that my temperature display on the radio was either missing, or stuck at 8 degrees. Since the weather has been warmer for a few days, the car is back to being normal and I was able to pass my emissions test today and get my license plate renewed. I'm being extra careful with the car since the accident and hopefully, except for an oil change, the car has had it's adventures for 2019.
I'm also set for Captain's Class. The class starts in 2 weeks and I'm nervous and excited and ready to work extra hard for this. Thanks again for everyone who helped me out and who continue to believe in me. I'm doing this for all of us. It's also time to get ready for the water taxi season which should be starting soon. I need some new khaki pants, some new undergarments, and maybe some new footwear.
Wednesday it's supposed to be cold and icy so I may just battle my taxes that day. Like I said, I'm being extra careful with the car so any bad, iffy weather means I will probably not drive for Lyft. It's a catch-22 since that's when you can make more money, but I'm not taking any chances.
Just like the groundhog predicting an early Spring, I am ready for the change out of Winter and on to new things.
The cold last week really messed up my car again. It wouldn't start, AAA wouldn't come out to jump it, and the electronics were so messed up that my temperature display on the radio was either missing, or stuck at 8 degrees. Since the weather has been warmer for a few days, the car is back to being normal and I was able to pass my emissions test today and get my license plate renewed. I'm being extra careful with the car since the accident and hopefully, except for an oil change, the car has had it's adventures for 2019.
I'm also set for Captain's Class. The class starts in 2 weeks and I'm nervous and excited and ready to work extra hard for this. Thanks again for everyone who helped me out and who continue to believe in me. I'm doing this for all of us. It's also time to get ready for the water taxi season which should be starting soon. I need some new khaki pants, some new undergarments, and maybe some new footwear.
Wednesday it's supposed to be cold and icy so I may just battle my taxes that day. Like I said, I'm being extra careful with the car so any bad, iffy weather means I will probably not drive for Lyft. It's a catch-22 since that's when you can make more money, but I'm not taking any chances.
Just like the groundhog predicting an early Spring, I am ready for the change out of Winter and on to new things.
Friday, January 25, 2019
How I U-Turned My Way Into Captain's Class
First of all I want to apologize for bitching and complaining for most of the month of January. Those of you who have been reading, or who follow me on Facebook you know that I've been something of a "downer." I have 'Sadness' from the movie "Inside Out" on my car keychain.
It's kind of funny because it's me, but then again it's not because I've been personifying her for the past couple of weeks and that's not something anyone likes...especially me. So many people are going through things of their own, that I have no right to bitch about the little things. Not all molehills are mountains.
Secondly I want to thank each and every person who reads this, who comments on my Facebook posts, who message me, who text me, who email me, and who most of all...love me. The tears I cried today are tears of happiness. Tears of relief. Tears of realization that I am loved, in different ways, by so many people. So again, thank you for the positive comments, the suggestions, the recommendations, the donations, the friendship, and the caring.
Thirdly, I am going to be in the Spring Captain's Class. When I had my accident on the 13th, after just having my car at the mechanic for some expensive repair work, I was crushed. When Lyft said I was responsible for the $2500 deductible, I knew that this was the end of my class. That there was no way I could pay for the car repairs AND class, no matter how much I drove once and IF I got the car back. But thanks to Eric's Mom, Linda who believes in me and who loves me like I daughter, I got my car back and had gas money to start driving again for Lyft. Then I heard from my insurance company who said that they would actually pay the difference between the repairs and my deductible which was only $500. I asked Linda if she wanted the check from the insurance company and she said "no...you're family, you use that for your class." Then today, I got an email from my aunt. Apparently my brother told her that I was in an accident and was having issues paying for captain's class. She called me silly and that she was there to help if I needed it, that all I had to do was ask. She is also pitching in so I can achieve my dream. So it turns out that accident was actually the best thing that could have happened to me, instead of the worst. I am looking forward to February 19th and taking my friends on this journey with me. Let's replace Sadness with something else.
It's kind of funny because it's me, but then again it's not because I've been personifying her for the past couple of weeks and that's not something anyone likes...especially me. So many people are going through things of their own, that I have no right to bitch about the little things. Not all molehills are mountains.
Secondly I want to thank each and every person who reads this, who comments on my Facebook posts, who message me, who text me, who email me, and who most of all...love me. The tears I cried today are tears of happiness. Tears of relief. Tears of realization that I am loved, in different ways, by so many people. So again, thank you for the positive comments, the suggestions, the recommendations, the donations, the friendship, and the caring.
Thirdly, I am going to be in the Spring Captain's Class. When I had my accident on the 13th, after just having my car at the mechanic for some expensive repair work, I was crushed. When Lyft said I was responsible for the $2500 deductible, I knew that this was the end of my class. That there was no way I could pay for the car repairs AND class, no matter how much I drove once and IF I got the car back. But thanks to Eric's Mom, Linda who believes in me and who loves me like I daughter, I got my car back and had gas money to start driving again for Lyft. Then I heard from my insurance company who said that they would actually pay the difference between the repairs and my deductible which was only $500. I asked Linda if she wanted the check from the insurance company and she said "no...you're family, you use that for your class." Then today, I got an email from my aunt. Apparently my brother told her that I was in an accident and was having issues paying for captain's class. She called me silly and that she was there to help if I needed it, that all I had to do was ask. She is also pitching in so I can achieve my dream. So it turns out that accident was actually the best thing that could have happened to me, instead of the worst. I am looking forward to February 19th and taking my friends on this journey with me. Let's replace Sadness with something else.
Wednesday, January 23, 2019
Sometimes I Wish I Could Just Stand in the Shower All Day
Haven't blogged in a few days, but I couldn't sleep so I thought I'd start putting down some thoughts in the wee hours of the morning. And yes, sometimes the warm/hot water of the shower feels so good, it would be nice to stand there, without pruning or running out of warm/hot water, all day. Some days it's like a warm hug, washing the troubles away.
It's been an emotional few days, basically waiting to find out when I'd get my car back (still haven't yet), trying to sell some more stuff, and trying to juggle the bills I have to pay while I'm not making any money with my car. Once I get the car back, I have to have it inspected so Lyft will let me drive again. I also have to get my license plate renewed by the end of the month. So on top of the deductible, there's a couple of other costs to add in order to get driving again, while not driving. It's always something.
We had a bit of a snow storm and I went out and got my physical exercise by shoveling. Living on a corner lot is a blessing and a curse. More ground to shovel, but less neighbors. I am in better shape than I was last winter when I shoveled so this time it wasn't too bad. The snow was also light and fluffy so it was easier to shovel. An old shoulder injury from the boats kind of reared its ugly head and I was sore for a couple of days but nothing too serious. It's raining right now, we had ice earlier and snow is expected later and then it's gonna get really cold. Winter in Chicago has finally arrived.
I did do a little bit of baking. Made a birthday cake for Eric, yellow cake with Hershey chocolate frosting. He enjoyed it and I do like the smell of baked goods in the apartment.
I did walk a couple of miles yesterday too. Had to take the snow globe I sold to the post office to ship it out. It was during the freezing rain, but still early enough so that it wasn't too dangerous. Also felt good to get outside and move a bit.
Haven't read much except for things on Facebook and Twitter. I now cannot look at my phone or my computer without wearing my glasses, and when I do, my eyes start to water and my vision gets blurry. Sometimes getting older is not glamorous at all. Technology can also hinder as well as help.
I watched the football playoffs on Sunday. The teams I wanted to win ended up losing so I'm not sure I'm going to watch the Super Bowl. Football is my favorite sport and the Super Bowl this year ends up being on my Dad's birthday so part of me feels I should watch it. It's going to be a long off-season. Maybe I'll just watch for the commercials and not really pay attention to the game. Sometimes it's easier when you don't have a team to root for and don't really care about the outcome.
That's about it. I'm still plugging along, working on what I can and anxiously waiting for the day when I can sit in my car for hours with strangers again.
It's been an emotional few days, basically waiting to find out when I'd get my car back (still haven't yet), trying to sell some more stuff, and trying to juggle the bills I have to pay while I'm not making any money with my car. Once I get the car back, I have to have it inspected so Lyft will let me drive again. I also have to get my license plate renewed by the end of the month. So on top of the deductible, there's a couple of other costs to add in order to get driving again, while not driving. It's always something.
We had a bit of a snow storm and I went out and got my physical exercise by shoveling. Living on a corner lot is a blessing and a curse. More ground to shovel, but less neighbors. I am in better shape than I was last winter when I shoveled so this time it wasn't too bad. The snow was also light and fluffy so it was easier to shovel. An old shoulder injury from the boats kind of reared its ugly head and I was sore for a couple of days but nothing too serious. It's raining right now, we had ice earlier and snow is expected later and then it's gonna get really cold. Winter in Chicago has finally arrived.
I did do a little bit of baking. Made a birthday cake for Eric, yellow cake with Hershey chocolate frosting. He enjoyed it and I do like the smell of baked goods in the apartment.
I did walk a couple of miles yesterday too. Had to take the snow globe I sold to the post office to ship it out. It was during the freezing rain, but still early enough so that it wasn't too dangerous. Also felt good to get outside and move a bit.
Haven't read much except for things on Facebook and Twitter. I now cannot look at my phone or my computer without wearing my glasses, and when I do, my eyes start to water and my vision gets blurry. Sometimes getting older is not glamorous at all. Technology can also hinder as well as help.
I watched the football playoffs on Sunday. The teams I wanted to win ended up losing so I'm not sure I'm going to watch the Super Bowl. Football is my favorite sport and the Super Bowl this year ends up being on my Dad's birthday so part of me feels I should watch it. It's going to be a long off-season. Maybe I'll just watch for the commercials and not really pay attention to the game. Sometimes it's easier when you don't have a team to root for and don't really care about the outcome.
That's about it. I'm still plugging along, working on what I can and anxiously waiting for the day when I can sit in my car for hours with strangers again.
Friday, January 18, 2019
Waiting For The Storm
I don't remember whether or not my parents listened closely to the weather reports or that the weather people told of impending storms more than a week away. I do know that I have been hearing about how we're going to have a "big storm" this weekend for about a week now. It was a winter storm watch yesterday so I went grocery shopping. I was told this morning that it was a Winter Storm Warning starting at 3pm. When it started to flurry around 2:15 I thought, uh-oh...earlier than they predicted, maybe it's going to be more than they thought. However, it only snowed for about an hour and now, it's 8:15pm and it's only snowing lightly again. There were a few flakes around 6:30 but nothing that stuck and definitely not the "SNOWMAGEDDON" they have been warning us about. I'm happy it's not too bad and I know that things can change and I could wake up tomorrow to a foot of snow, but for now, I'm just waiting.
I remember the Blizzard of '79 where we got FEET of snow and school was actually canceled and our garage roof collapsed. I remember the Valentine's Day blizzard a few years back when I had to trudge through snowbanks to be one of the only people to go to work (and our heater died).
I like snowstorms. Or I like at least 1 snowstorm a season. I like how it makes everything clean and quiet. I like getting the exercise of shoveling. I like making the first tracks in the snow. When I lived in Florida, people didn't understand that I missed snow. I guess growing up with it, you have a fondness for it.
So I'm ready for whatever happens. I have food. I have books. I am watching movies and Blue Planet II on Netflix. The NFL Playoffs are on TV on Sunday. The cats are snuggling on the couch and in their beds.
I'll let you know tomorrow if I have changed my mind about the snow.
I remember the Blizzard of '79 where we got FEET of snow and school was actually canceled and our garage roof collapsed. I remember the Valentine's Day blizzard a few years back when I had to trudge through snowbanks to be one of the only people to go to work (and our heater died).
I like snowstorms. Or I like at least 1 snowstorm a season. I like how it makes everything clean and quiet. I like getting the exercise of shoveling. I like making the first tracks in the snow. When I lived in Florida, people didn't understand that I missed snow. I guess growing up with it, you have a fondness for it.
So I'm ready for whatever happens. I have food. I have books. I am watching movies and Blue Planet II on Netflix. The NFL Playoffs are on TV on Sunday. The cats are snuggling on the couch and in their beds.
I'll let you know tomorrow if I have changed my mind about the snow.
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
Downtime
I dropped my car off at the body shop yesterday and they said I should have it back in a week, depending on how long it takes to get the new doors. They're actually going to replace the entire driver's side of the car. I've talked with the insurance companies and I should be okay. Then once it's back, I just have to get it inspected again before Lyft lets me drive again.
So now I'm back to going through things across the hall and trying to sell stuff on different sites. I did confirm that I wanted to take the Captain's class starting in February so I'm gonna be working hard to make that happen.
I started another book last night, "The Last of the Stanfields". I only read one chapter but it wasn't too bad. I would have read more, but I was tired. I am tired of going through the emotional ups and downs, but that's part of life.
I was able to stop at the grocery store yesterday and pick up some things. I'll have to go out again tomorrow and pick up some more things, but I'm getting my first unemployment check so that should help. This weekend I hope to bake which always makes me feel better.
So lots of nothing going on, yet lots of everything going on.
So now I'm back to going through things across the hall and trying to sell stuff on different sites. I did confirm that I wanted to take the Captain's class starting in February so I'm gonna be working hard to make that happen.
I started another book last night, "The Last of the Stanfields". I only read one chapter but it wasn't too bad. I would have read more, but I was tired. I am tired of going through the emotional ups and downs, but that's part of life.
I was able to stop at the grocery store yesterday and pick up some things. I'll have to go out again tomorrow and pick up some more things, but I'm getting my first unemployment check so that should help. This weekend I hope to bake which always makes me feel better.
So lots of nothing going on, yet lots of everything going on.
Monday, January 14, 2019
When It Rains It Pours
What a messed up 24 hours it's been. I got up in the morning yesterday to drive for Lyft and was doing that until I got hit by someone on Milwaukee Ave. The damage doesn't look too bad, but it's body work on the car so it's gonna be expensive. Lyft will cover it, but there is a large deductible that I will still have to cover and it will probably going to raise my insurance rates. Yay! Luckily no one was injured in the accident and my car is drivable and I'm taking it in tomorrow so hopefully I'll be back on the road soon.
Today, I got messages from Wendella asking if I was returning to the boats in 2019 (Of course I am), and from my Captain's Class asking if I was going to be in the class starting on February 19th.
I've shed a lot of tears in the past couple of days. Embarrassed that I was in an accident (but they are called "accidents" for a reason), unsure of how I'm gonna pay my bills since driving was my "off season job", and the realization that I may not get to take the Captain's class this Spring because I can't pay for it. I've always been hardest on myself and once the tears stop, I do realize that things happen for a reason and I need to keep my chin up. This just gives me more determination to get to my goals, no matter how long it takes.
I have sold a few things and will continue to try to do that, and I should have my car back at least by the end of the week so I can go back to earning money.
I hate admitting that I need help and that sometimes I'm not as strong as I'd like to be. So, I'm going to sort of beg, because I don't really have any other options at the moment. I don't know how many of you read my blog on a consistent basis, but I'm gonna make a last ditch effort here and share my link to the GoFundMe page for my Captain's Class. Please share with anyone you know who you think might be able to help. Thank you!
https://www.gofundme.com/help-robin-ernst-earn-her-captain039s-bars
Today, I got messages from Wendella asking if I was returning to the boats in 2019 (Of course I am), and from my Captain's Class asking if I was going to be in the class starting on February 19th.
I've shed a lot of tears in the past couple of days. Embarrassed that I was in an accident (but they are called "accidents" for a reason), unsure of how I'm gonna pay my bills since driving was my "off season job", and the realization that I may not get to take the Captain's class this Spring because I can't pay for it. I've always been hardest on myself and once the tears stop, I do realize that things happen for a reason and I need to keep my chin up. This just gives me more determination to get to my goals, no matter how long it takes.
I have sold a few things and will continue to try to do that, and I should have my car back at least by the end of the week so I can go back to earning money.
I hate admitting that I need help and that sometimes I'm not as strong as I'd like to be. So, I'm going to sort of beg, because I don't really have any other options at the moment. I don't know how many of you read my blog on a consistent basis, but I'm gonna make a last ditch effort here and share my link to the GoFundMe page for my Captain's Class. Please share with anyone you know who you think might be able to help. Thank you!
https://www.gofundme.com/help-robin-ernst-earn-her-captain039s-bars
Sunday, January 13, 2019
Weekend Thoughts
Missed two days of blogging, but I'm not beating myself up for it. I've actually been going to bed a bit earlier and trying to get a good sleep. I had nightmares last night, but not too horrible.
I've been busy. I've been taking pictures and posting things to sell online. I've found some old friends and things that I really need to go through (and probably toss). I've also been driving. Drove in the snow for a few hours yesterday. My rule is to stop if I don't get a ride within 40 minutes of my last one. But yesterday was decent. I'll go out again this morning and take some people to brunch and dream of the day that I'm the one going to one of the places for brunch, or heading to the airport to fly to someplace.
I've also been watching some movies. I watched "Hell or High Water" which was excellent! Makes me see Chris Pine in a whole new light. It pulled me in in the first 5 minutes and kept me going all the way to the end. Great ending too. Then I saw "Bird Box." It was not good. I don't see what the hype is all about. Last night I watched "Isle of Dogs" which is a typical Wes Anderson movie. It was enjoyable. Great cast of voices and a nice story.
Today I'll go out driving for a few hours, take some more pictures of things and probably watch some playoff football, even though I don't care about the teams. I'd like to see New Orleans beat the Eagles though.
Haven't decided which new book to start yet, but that decision will also be made today.
Things are starting slowly, but they are improving.
Everyone enjoy your weekend!
I've been busy. I've been taking pictures and posting things to sell online. I've found some old friends and things that I really need to go through (and probably toss). I've also been driving. Drove in the snow for a few hours yesterday. My rule is to stop if I don't get a ride within 40 minutes of my last one. But yesterday was decent. I'll go out again this morning and take some people to brunch and dream of the day that I'm the one going to one of the places for brunch, or heading to the airport to fly to someplace.
I've also been watching some movies. I watched "Hell or High Water" which was excellent! Makes me see Chris Pine in a whole new light. It pulled me in in the first 5 minutes and kept me going all the way to the end. Great ending too. Then I saw "Bird Box." It was not good. I don't see what the hype is all about. Last night I watched "Isle of Dogs" which is a typical Wes Anderson movie. It was enjoyable. Great cast of voices and a nice story.
Today I'll go out driving for a few hours, take some more pictures of things and probably watch some playoff football, even though I don't care about the teams. I'd like to see New Orleans beat the Eagles though.
Haven't decided which new book to start yet, but that decision will also be made today.
Things are starting slowly, but they are improving.
Everyone enjoy your weekend!
Thursday, January 10, 2019
Another Rough One
Ugh. Woke up today feeling really tired and down. Opened the door and the curtain and discovered it was snowing. The weatherman promised sun, but it never appeared. It did snow off and on all day. I know we're expecting a storm this weekend, but it didn't do anything for my mood. I made myself some breakfast and thought about going to the store. Also thought I might drive the PM rush hour for Lyft, but didn't do that either. I took a couple of naps which just made me more tired. Also developed a headache. That could be from the approaching storm, or my just general feel of malaise.
This weekend I'm gonna take pictures of all the things I plan to sell and put them up on eBay and Craigslist and maybe even Facebook. I think I'll feel better to get rid of some of this clutter. I also plan on driving for Lyft tomorrow night and Saturday night and Sunday brunch hours probably. Those were the times last year that I found to be more profitable for me.
I should be finished with one of the books I am reading tonight. I've also been cooking for myself a lot more which always makes me feel good.
I know this down phase is just a phase and it will pass. I usually get a little down after the holidays. After you take down the decorations, the house just seems so plain. The weather is dreary too. The older I get however, the faster the time goes and before long I'll be back on the water taxis and hopefully in captain's class.
For now I'm gonna go read my book and have a restful sleep. Ready for a busy, productive weekend.
This weekend I'm gonna take pictures of all the things I plan to sell and put them up on eBay and Craigslist and maybe even Facebook. I think I'll feel better to get rid of some of this clutter. I also plan on driving for Lyft tomorrow night and Saturday night and Sunday brunch hours probably. Those were the times last year that I found to be more profitable for me.
I should be finished with one of the books I am reading tonight. I've also been cooking for myself a lot more which always makes me feel good.
I know this down phase is just a phase and it will pass. I usually get a little down after the holidays. After you take down the decorations, the house just seems so plain. The weather is dreary too. The older I get however, the faster the time goes and before long I'll be back on the water taxis and hopefully in captain's class.
For now I'm gonna go read my book and have a restful sleep. Ready for a busy, productive weekend.
Wednesday, January 9, 2019
Slowly Making Progress
Missed posting a blog yesterday, I think everything was finally catching up to me. I slept in until almost 9am which meant missing rush hour driving for Lyft, but obviously I needed it. Went across the hall instead and unearthed some more things to sell. I have 134 Beanie Babies left over from the craze in the 90's. I originally thought I might sell those to make a down payment on my first house. I was a lot younger then. I did post some stuff on eBay and I'll see how that sells. I also cleaned up the kitchen a little yesterday. I did read a few chapters as well so it wasn't a total loss of a day. I also went to the FedEx store and faxed some documents. I had no idea faxes were so obsolete these days that they have become expensive...$6 to fax 4 pages. It only cost me $0.42 to make copies.
This morning I got up and drove for Lyft. You do meet some interesting people. I met a young man from Seattle who was interviewing to get into medical school. He said he was going to tell them that it was because he watched ER when he was younger. I also met a man from New Jersey who was spending his second day in Chicago, he realized that he might want to get a warmer jacket. It has turned colder since yesterday, and the wind chill makes it feel like Winter. We are expecting a snowstorm on Saturday which might leave a couple of inches on the ground.
Just wanted to get something down today so I don't fall too far behind on the blogging. I realize that I'm basically just journaling and telling people about my day, but I also realize that some days I will have more things to write about and more things to share.
Thanks again for reading!
This morning I got up and drove for Lyft. You do meet some interesting people. I met a young man from Seattle who was interviewing to get into medical school. He said he was going to tell them that it was because he watched ER when he was younger. I also met a man from New Jersey who was spending his second day in Chicago, he realized that he might want to get a warmer jacket. It has turned colder since yesterday, and the wind chill makes it feel like Winter. We are expecting a snowstorm on Saturday which might leave a couple of inches on the ground.
Just wanted to get something down today so I don't fall too far behind on the blogging. I realize that I'm basically just journaling and telling people about my day, but I also realize that some days I will have more things to write about and more things to share.
Thanks again for reading!
Monday, January 7, 2019
Let's Get It Started
I had the first week of 2019 "off", now I'm ready to get at it. I got my car back this morning and it's driving very nicely. I'll start taking passengers for Lyft tomorrow morning during rush hour. I also started unpacking boxes across the hall. Some of them I hadn't unpacked since 2005. I found some old friends, some things I thought were lost, and a whole lot of memories. The cats were a little scared, but they are dealing with the changes well.
One of my greatest finds was two recipe boxes.
One from my grandparents (on my Mom's side), and one from my Mom. It's filled with handwritten, typed, clipped from magazines, picked up in stores and other recipes. There is no way I am parting with those. I'm actually thinking of putting them together in a book of some sort. One day when I have more time to go through all of the recipes, I'll probably even try a few of them and compile them into some sort of order and see what happens from there.
I also found some things I didn't realize I had, including a set of Star Wars: Phantom Menace figurines, a Jessica Rabbit doll, a Cubs Barbie, a bunch of green army men in a jar, and a hatchet. Found some framed pictures as well. In the days before Instagram and Snapchat and Facebook there were framed photos and loose photos and photo albums. I also found a few Christmas ornaments that I'll be proud to hang on my tree next year.
This weekend we're gonna try and sell some things on eBay, Craigslist, etc. Just to see what happens and to maybe supplement my income even more. I am ready to let go of things, reduce the clutter. Share my enjoyment with others.
It's been a good day of memories and I look forward to unearthing some more.
One of my greatest finds was two recipe boxes.
One from my grandparents (on my Mom's side), and one from my Mom. It's filled with handwritten, typed, clipped from magazines, picked up in stores and other recipes. There is no way I am parting with those. I'm actually thinking of putting them together in a book of some sort. One day when I have more time to go through all of the recipes, I'll probably even try a few of them and compile them into some sort of order and see what happens from there.
I also found some things I didn't realize I had, including a set of Star Wars: Phantom Menace figurines, a Jessica Rabbit doll, a Cubs Barbie, a bunch of green army men in a jar, and a hatchet. Found some framed pictures as well. In the days before Instagram and Snapchat and Facebook there were framed photos and loose photos and photo albums. I also found a few Christmas ornaments that I'll be proud to hang on my tree next year.
This weekend we're gonna try and sell some things on eBay, Craigslist, etc. Just to see what happens and to maybe supplement my income even more. I am ready to let go of things, reduce the clutter. Share my enjoyment with others.
It's been a good day of memories and I look forward to unearthing some more.
Sunday, January 6, 2019
What a Week It's Been!
I am glad this week is over and that basically, the holidays are over and things will get back to being somewhat normal. I get the car back from the mechanic tomorrow and will be able to drive for Lyft and make some money. I also get to certify my Unemployment claim on Tuesday so I should be getting a small, but helpful check from the state too. I also now have a positive bank account. All good things and although it took awhile, I am now ready to start the year. I am in a better place than I have been all week and it's nice to actually be able to breathe and relax just a bit.
I am sorry that the Bears lost, and I did probably post a "not nice" thing about Cody Parkey on Facebook, but that was in the heat of the moment. I do understand that it's a game and as a lifelong Chicago sports fan, I should be used to the ups and downs of our teams. The Bears had better season than anyone expected and it looks like they'll have a good team for a bit. Also, now I can enjoy the Super Bowl for the ads because I won't have a real interest in whichever two teams are playing in it this year.
I do have a plan for selling some things to help my financial situation as well too. One of the positive things about having as many interests as I do, means I have several different things to sell. Things that should appeal to all different kinds of people. I have some leather Harley-Davidson motorcycle jackets. I have a bridle and a tack trunk and other "horsey" things for equestrian types. I have some antique furniture. I also have a set of original American Girl dolls, and some of their accessories AND all of their Christmas outfits, and even a Christmas Tree (I believe). They've been sitting across the hall for years and I haven't looked at them or used them or worn them, so I'm hoping that they can bring joy to others.
I read a lot last night so I should also be finished with my first book of the year by tomorrow night or Tuesday.
So as it's been said before ONWARD & UPWARD!
I am sorry that the Bears lost, and I did probably post a "not nice" thing about Cody Parkey on Facebook, but that was in the heat of the moment. I do understand that it's a game and as a lifelong Chicago sports fan, I should be used to the ups and downs of our teams. The Bears had better season than anyone expected and it looks like they'll have a good team for a bit. Also, now I can enjoy the Super Bowl for the ads because I won't have a real interest in whichever two teams are playing in it this year.
I do have a plan for selling some things to help my financial situation as well too. One of the positive things about having as many interests as I do, means I have several different things to sell. Things that should appeal to all different kinds of people. I have some leather Harley-Davidson motorcycle jackets. I have a bridle and a tack trunk and other "horsey" things for equestrian types. I have some antique furniture. I also have a set of original American Girl dolls, and some of their accessories AND all of their Christmas outfits, and even a Christmas Tree (I believe). They've been sitting across the hall for years and I haven't looked at them or used them or worn them, so I'm hoping that they can bring joy to others.
I read a lot last night so I should also be finished with my first book of the year by tomorrow night or Tuesday.
So as it's been said before ONWARD & UPWARD!
Saturday, January 5, 2019
This Will Not Happen Again
What? Me missing a day of blogging? No, of course I'll probably miss several of those throughout the year.
I'm talking about the feelings of complete impotence I've had over the past week. I expect to go out and make money and something goes wrong with my car, I call my mechanic and he's closed until the 2nd of January. So I call the 2nd of January and never get a response. I figure he's busy since he's been closed for 10 days, I give him another day, nothing. I am losing money now because I can't get my car looked at. I'm also not making money so my negative balance in my checking account is not getting any smaller. Day 3 and still nothing from the mechanic, so I go to a different mechanic. This one calls back as promised and gives me a price for everything wrong with the car. OUCH! Now I'm in limbo waiting for "funding" from other sources, since obviously I don't have the means to pay that amount. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of feeling stupid, delaying the mechanic with different excuses on why I can't pick up the car until Monday. I'm tired of crying out of frustration, fear, tiredness, etc.
This will not happen again. I make a vow here and now that I will not let this happen. If I have to drive for Lyft for 10 hours a day, 7 days a week (or whatever the law allows) I will do it. If I have to sell some of my things that have been in the apartment across the hall for years in order to pay for my Captain's class, pay back my "lender" for the car repairs, or to simply get food, I will do it. I'm an adult damnit and I really, really, really hate feeling this way. I'm a smart woman who has made some bad choices. Sure, I didn't know my car was gonna break down, but I need to be prepared for that. I need to have an emergency fund account. I need to have a "yes, you can go out and have a beer with friends" account. I need a vacation account.
So while this feeling will last until I can get my car back and start giving rides to other people, it will not last forever.
This. Will. Not. Happen. Again.
I'm talking about the feelings of complete impotence I've had over the past week. I expect to go out and make money and something goes wrong with my car, I call my mechanic and he's closed until the 2nd of January. So I call the 2nd of January and never get a response. I figure he's busy since he's been closed for 10 days, I give him another day, nothing. I am losing money now because I can't get my car looked at. I'm also not making money so my negative balance in my checking account is not getting any smaller. Day 3 and still nothing from the mechanic, so I go to a different mechanic. This one calls back as promised and gives me a price for everything wrong with the car. OUCH! Now I'm in limbo waiting for "funding" from other sources, since obviously I don't have the means to pay that amount. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of feeling stupid, delaying the mechanic with different excuses on why I can't pick up the car until Monday. I'm tired of crying out of frustration, fear, tiredness, etc.
This will not happen again. I make a vow here and now that I will not let this happen. If I have to drive for Lyft for 10 hours a day, 7 days a week (or whatever the law allows) I will do it. If I have to sell some of my things that have been in the apartment across the hall for years in order to pay for my Captain's class, pay back my "lender" for the car repairs, or to simply get food, I will do it. I'm an adult damnit and I really, really, really hate feeling this way. I'm a smart woman who has made some bad choices. Sure, I didn't know my car was gonna break down, but I need to be prepared for that. I need to have an emergency fund account. I need to have a "yes, you can go out and have a beer with friends" account. I need a vacation account.
So while this feeling will last until I can get my car back and start giving rides to other people, it will not last forever.
This. Will. Not. Happen. Again.
Thursday, January 3, 2019
Better Days, Now I Need Better Nights
Since becoming an adult I've gone through periods of insomnia. I'm usually up for an hour or so in the middle of the night each night, but some night, like last night are a true struggle. I started out in the bedroom and gave up after about an hour. Then I came to the living room and tried to sleep on the couch. That worked for an hour or two and then I woke up after yet another bad dream. I know I'm under stress with everything which is why I'm having bad dreams. Then I went back to the bedroom and read for about an hour. After reading, I couldn't shut my mind off so back out to the living room/couch I went. I turned on the "ocean waves" white noise I have on my phone and was eventually able to fall asleep. Still got up around 5am and didn't go back to sleep like I had planned. Surprisingly I'm not as tired today as I thought I might be, but I don't want my body to get used to this. I've used Tylenol PM or NyQuil Sleep in the past to help me sleep, but then I end up feeling groggy the next day and my dreams tend to be even more vivid and also very bad.
The ocean waves white noise is nice. I can close my eyes and be back on a cruise ship balcony sleeping under the stars while the ship floats to it's next destination.
I've always loved the water, guess it makes sense now that I want to be a captain. Also helped me think that my end of the year vacation should be a cruise. Or it needs to be someplace where I can be near the water or hear the waves.
Still no response from the mechanic. He was closed between Christmas and New Year's so I'm sure he's backed up. I'm trying to be patient, but I really need the car fixed so I can start making money again. I'll give him until tomorrow afternoon and then I'll probably have to go somewhere else.
Focusing on the positive today, I did read, I did clean, and I did blog.
So here's to a restful night.
The ocean waves white noise is nice. I can close my eyes and be back on a cruise ship balcony sleeping under the stars while the ship floats to it's next destination.
I've always loved the water, guess it makes sense now that I want to be a captain. Also helped me think that my end of the year vacation should be a cruise. Or it needs to be someplace where I can be near the water or hear the waves.
Still no response from the mechanic. He was closed between Christmas and New Year's so I'm sure he's backed up. I'm trying to be patient, but I really need the car fixed so I can start making money again. I'll give him until tomorrow afternoon and then I'll probably have to go somewhere else.
Focusing on the positive today, I did read, I did clean, and I did blog.
So here's to a restful night.
Wednesday, January 2, 2019
Starting Slowly
I have to say that today was a struggle. New Year's Day brings up memories of watching the Rose Parade and filling out a new calendar with my mom, adding all my friends/relatives birthdays, anniversaries, etc. It was always fun looking at the year to come and using new markers and making little cartoons/pictures for certain dates/events. Yesterday I watched the Rose Parade on my own and I haven't had a wall calendar for years now. A lot of the football games have been moved to cable so I didn't really watch anything. I went to bed early and had bad dreams most of the night. Woke up to an icy rain and fell back asleep on the couch while watching the morning news. I did turn off the TV and read for a bit, played some games on my phone, and attempted to make an appointment with the mechanic to fix my car, but he's backed up from the holidays so I probably can't get the car in until the weekend.
I did do some cleaning, and helped Eric's mom print out some forms on her printer. I made an okay dinner and plan on getting a good night's sleep.
I understand that some days are going to be harder than others and that we're only 2 days into this new year so I can't get everything done immediately.
At least I blogged!
I did do some cleaning, and helped Eric's mom print out some forms on her printer. I made an okay dinner and plan on getting a good night's sleep.
I understand that some days are going to be harder than others and that we're only 2 days into this new year so I can't get everything done immediately.
At least I blogged!
Tuesday, January 1, 2019
2019 Starts As A Blank Slate...Can't Wait To See How I Fill It
I'm back! After taking 2018 off from blogging, I'm ready to get at it again. I should be able to take a few minutes every day to write something, thoughts, worries, hopes, dreams, insights and hopefully, many adventures.
As the clock struck midnight, ushering in a new year, I lay in bed watching revelers in Chicago kiss, dance, drink, cheer and whatever else happens on TV. Thankfully my neighborhood didn't erupt in the usual gunfire and fireworks. Then I thought about the year that had passed and how I was starting 2019. I am honestly starting with a lot less than I had hoped. I have a negative bank account balance, I'm off from my fantastic (but seasonal) job, my car is broken down so I don't even have the ability to do my "off season" job of driving for Lyft.
However, I don't want to focus on what I don't have. I want to focus on what I do have and the prospects of what I can achieve in the upcoming year. I have a roof over my head. I have clothes to wear. I have food to eat. I have three cats that love to cuddle. I have the chance to advance my career to the next level. Captain's class is going to be tough, but it's going to be worth it. And I have the best support system around from my colleagues who have become good friends in just 2 short years. My mother used to tell a story of a determined look I'd get on my face when there's something I really want. I really want to pass this class so I'm hoping that look is planted on my face permanently (or at least until I'm done with the tests).
Becoming a Captain is the big goal for 2019 but I have some smaller ones too. I'd like to read more. I think I can try for a book a week. Amazon sends me a free book every month and I'm a good 6 months behind on those to read. I bought a couple of books for a train ride sometime early last year, and one of them remain unopened.
I'd like to write more. I'd like to blog/journal every day. It's a great way of getting down what happened, keeping me on track for my goals, and remembering where I've been.
I'd like to take an actual vacation at the end of the year. I don't know if it will be a cruise, a trip to Vegas (which I've only driven through), a trip to somewhere I've never been, or even just renting a cabin up in Door County for a long weekend. I haven't been on a vacation in over 7 years, I think it's time.
Other than that I just want to continue being the passionate, slightly wacky, intelligent, honest, loyal, creative, good friend, good cook & goddess that I am!
Thanks again for reading and thanks for joining me on my 2019 journey.
Saturday, November 4, 2017
What a Year It's Been!
Exactly one year ago today, around 4am, I gathered up my few belongings from the Extended Stay America, dragged the cats into their carriers and loaded everything I owned into my car and left California. I was in Las Vegas by breakfast time, out of Utah by dinner, and resting at a rest stop in Nebraska when the time change happened. I pulled into the familiar driveway of the apartment building in Chicago around 5:30pm on Sunday, unloaded the cats (who had been very well behaved through the journey) and went out and got a Lou Malnati's pizza, which I ate by the light of a string of Christmas lights. This was my time to start over. My time to leave the bad things that happened in California behind. To come "home."
In the past year I've reconnected with old friends, gotten a job I never thought I would have, made new friends, lost weight, and really gotten back to being Robin. It hasn't been easy. My car got repossessed in January. When I got my job in March I had a negative balance in my bank account that had been negative for probably 2 months. I was relying on Eric's mom to buy me food and pay my bus fare to go to job interviews. When I first got back, I had 2 pairs of shoes, 1 pair of jeans, and one bra. Slowly, but surely things got better. I got some new furniture, a new TV, a microwave, and was able to start replacing my kitchen stuff that I had left behind. My job allowed me to buy my own groceries, pay my own bus fare and even get some new clothes. I was able to buy a new a/c unit and a TV for the bedroom. I was able to get cable TV again and a new iPhone. I could even go out to dinner or go see a movie. The job also helped with the weight loss. Being a deckhand was a lot more physical than I ever imagined but it has been so much fun. I've met great people and made some really good friends. I go out after work for drinks, I go to movies, I joined a fantasy football league, I participate in a gaming group with co-workers.
So, one year later, I got up this morning, fed the cats, ordered some groceries, cooked breakfast and watched TV by the light of an actual lamp. I've moved forward this year. I've done a lot more than just coming home. I still have a way to go, but that way is definitely up!
In the past year I've reconnected with old friends, gotten a job I never thought I would have, made new friends, lost weight, and really gotten back to being Robin. It hasn't been easy. My car got repossessed in January. When I got my job in March I had a negative balance in my bank account that had been negative for probably 2 months. I was relying on Eric's mom to buy me food and pay my bus fare to go to job interviews. When I first got back, I had 2 pairs of shoes, 1 pair of jeans, and one bra. Slowly, but surely things got better. I got some new furniture, a new TV, a microwave, and was able to start replacing my kitchen stuff that I had left behind. My job allowed me to buy my own groceries, pay my own bus fare and even get some new clothes. I was able to buy a new a/c unit and a TV for the bedroom. I was able to get cable TV again and a new iPhone. I could even go out to dinner or go see a movie. The job also helped with the weight loss. Being a deckhand was a lot more physical than I ever imagined but it has been so much fun. I've met great people and made some really good friends. I go out after work for drinks, I go to movies, I joined a fantasy football league, I participate in a gaming group with co-workers.
So, one year later, I got up this morning, fed the cats, ordered some groceries, cooked breakfast and watched TV by the light of an actual lamp. I've moved forward this year. I've done a lot more than just coming home. I still have a way to go, but that way is definitely up!
Monday, June 19, 2017
Tales from the Deck(hand)
I'm about 4 months into my job as a deckhand for the Chicago Water Taxi and I have to say, it has been a learning experience. I am sore after every shift. I have bruises on my legs, arms and even my toes (as a rule...try not to drop a ramp on your foot). I am tired, a lot. But all in all I am quite happy. I have met interesting people, I am getting tanned and in shape, and I'm even making some friends.
I seem to get assigned to shifts on my own. Gives me a positive feeling that they think I can handle all the tourists and commuters and money and closing out the shift and tying up the boat by myself. The captains do help me out and for that I'm thankful. Everyone is really nice and most of the captains were deckhands once themselves so they know what we are going through. The boss says people enjoy working with me and that I'm doing a great job and he hopes I'm having fun. Some days are more fun than others. The weather has gotten warmer so we can wear shorts, which is nice, but some of those hot, humid days are tough. I did a double shift last Saturday on a boat with no generator, which meant the head (bathroom) wasn't working, we couldn't use the POS system, and after the sun went down it was a bit dark. It was also hot and the poor captain couldn't even cool down because there was no fan in the pilot house.
I've seen fireworks off of Navy Pier and seen some spectacular sunrises and sunsets from the water.
I've seen John Wayne's boat "Pilgrim" floating up and down the river.
I've waved at hundreds of people and would venture to guess that my picture is taken at least 50 times per day.
I've watched bridges open for sailboats and learned that the tugboats pushing the barges down the river have a very strong wake.
I've been a part of the "Blessing of the Fleet" Ceremony.
I've made friends with some commuters and some other people who like to just ride the boat on weekends. I've had some people angry with me when I tell them their child can't stand on the seats or that our boat isn't going to a certain location at a certain time. I've also learned not to take any of this personally. (The standing issue is safety, the location issue is scheduling...if you can't read a schedule, then I'm sorry).
I've done fire drills, security drills, safety drills, first aid drills, pumping out drills, and man overboard drills.
I've had dreams about work.
At least once a day I hear someone say "I've lived in Chicago all my life and I never knew this existed."
I've been interviewed.
I've watched the captains get filmed for shows or commercials.
I've made the day of a little boy who wanted a ride for his birthday and we let him ride for free.
I've seen them filming for Chicago Fire, the new Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson movie "Rampage," and even saw a "red carpet barge" for the new Transformers movie.
I've watched the fireworks barge make it's way out to Navy Pier every Wednesday night.
I've been cold, I've been hot, I've been soaked by rain and swept snow off of decks.
I've watched the Chicago Cubs Kris Bryant hit balls into the river.
I've watched a helicopter lift heavy construction pieces onto a building.
I've gain confidence in jumping a gap to get onto a dock, or climbing over a railing onto the roof of a boat.
I've learned that no matter what time of night or morning, there is always someone else on the bus or the el.
I've been offered tips, beer, and one little girl even shared her french fries with me.
I've had more comments made about my safety vest than any other piece of clothing I've ever worn.
I've fist bumped hundreds of people.
I've said "Good Morning, Good Evening, Happy Friday and Watch Your Step" more times than I can count.
It's been a great 4 months. I can't wait to see what the next months bring.
I seem to get assigned to shifts on my own. Gives me a positive feeling that they think I can handle all the tourists and commuters and money and closing out the shift and tying up the boat by myself. The captains do help me out and for that I'm thankful. Everyone is really nice and most of the captains were deckhands once themselves so they know what we are going through. The boss says people enjoy working with me and that I'm doing a great job and he hopes I'm having fun. Some days are more fun than others. The weather has gotten warmer so we can wear shorts, which is nice, but some of those hot, humid days are tough. I did a double shift last Saturday on a boat with no generator, which meant the head (bathroom) wasn't working, we couldn't use the POS system, and after the sun went down it was a bit dark. It was also hot and the poor captain couldn't even cool down because there was no fan in the pilot house.
I've seen fireworks off of Navy Pier and seen some spectacular sunrises and sunsets from the water.
I've seen John Wayne's boat "Pilgrim" floating up and down the river.
I've waved at hundreds of people and would venture to guess that my picture is taken at least 50 times per day.
I've watched bridges open for sailboats and learned that the tugboats pushing the barges down the river have a very strong wake.
I've been a part of the "Blessing of the Fleet" Ceremony.
I've made friends with some commuters and some other people who like to just ride the boat on weekends. I've had some people angry with me when I tell them their child can't stand on the seats or that our boat isn't going to a certain location at a certain time. I've also learned not to take any of this personally. (The standing issue is safety, the location issue is scheduling...if you can't read a schedule, then I'm sorry).
I've done fire drills, security drills, safety drills, first aid drills, pumping out drills, and man overboard drills.
I've had dreams about work.
At least once a day I hear someone say "I've lived in Chicago all my life and I never knew this existed."
I've been interviewed.
I've watched the captains get filmed for shows or commercials.
I've made the day of a little boy who wanted a ride for his birthday and we let him ride for free.
I've seen them filming for Chicago Fire, the new Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson movie "Rampage," and even saw a "red carpet barge" for the new Transformers movie.
I've watched the fireworks barge make it's way out to Navy Pier every Wednesday night.
I've been cold, I've been hot, I've been soaked by rain and swept snow off of decks.
I've watched the Chicago Cubs Kris Bryant hit balls into the river.
I've watched a helicopter lift heavy construction pieces onto a building.
I've gain confidence in jumping a gap to get onto a dock, or climbing over a railing onto the roof of a boat.
I've learned that no matter what time of night or morning, there is always someone else on the bus or the el.
I've been offered tips, beer, and one little girl even shared her french fries with me.
I've had more comments made about my safety vest than any other piece of clothing I've ever worn.
I've fist bumped hundreds of people.
I've said "Good Morning, Good Evening, Happy Friday and Watch Your Step" more times than I can count.
It's been a great 4 months. I can't wait to see what the next months bring.
Saturday, June 17, 2017
Shy or Polite?
As most of you know I love to cook. I love all things culinary, including TV cooking shows such as, "Chopped", "Cutthroat Kitchen", and "Top Chef." I have favorite contestants and root them on. I've even had chances to eat at some of their restaurants. One of my favorite chefs is C. J. Jacobson or BigCeej as he's known on Instagram and Twitter. I was excited when we moved to L.A. because he had just opened a restaurant there and was hoping we could go for my birthday or something. Just a few months after we got there, C. J. got an opportunity to work with Rich Melman's "Lettuce Entertain You" group back here in Chicago. He did so well, he opened a restaurant back here in Chicago. Now that I have moved back to the city, I have been waiting to eat at his new place "Ema" and maybe catch a glimpse of him or get a picture with him and also to taste his delicious food.
Now here's the funny, hand to head moment that happened to me last Tuesday night. I had finished my evening shift on the boat and walked to the corner of Grand/Rush to catch the Grand Avenue bus home. The bus comes around 10pm and it's not too crowded so I grab a seat in the back and listen to my music and unwind from the day. I don't usually pay much attention to the other people getting on or off the bus, but 3 stops after I got on, a very tall (over 6' 5") man gets on the bus. I look because he is so tall, I also look because I'll be damned if it isn't C. J. Jacobson himself! He walks the length of the bus and sits down directly across from me. I am rendered speechless. In my mind I'm going through what to do next, do I stare at him until he looks at me? Do I tap him on the shoulder? Do I sneak a picture of him? Do I scream out "OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU!?" But I didn't do anything. He was also listening to music on his phone and busy texting. I really, really, really, really wanted to say something but I couldn't. Sure, I could talk to Derek Hough at Dancing With The Stars, I could say "Hi" to Jon Hamm in the hallway at CBS before a taping of the Craig Ferguson show, but a cooking idol? I was silent. He stayed on the bus for longer than I thought and even though he was right in front of me when he was waiting to get off at a stop, I still stayed silent. When he left, I spent the rest of my bus ride shaking my head and smiling. I also sent a tweet out saying I thought he was on my bus and that I hate being shy...he retweeted it a few hours later.
Relaying this story to others, trying to get feedback on whether or not I was stupid or shy or crazy, most people said I actually did the right thing. I was actually being respectful. C. J. Jacobson is a person, just like everyone else and he was riding the bus, just like everyone else. Had he been in his restaurant or at a book signing, then THAT would have been the time to show my admiration or ask for a photo. This time he was just another Chicagoan, riding the Grand Avenue bus, texting friends and listening to music, trying to get someplace on a Tuesday night.
Now here's the funny, hand to head moment that happened to me last Tuesday night. I had finished my evening shift on the boat and walked to the corner of Grand/Rush to catch the Grand Avenue bus home. The bus comes around 10pm and it's not too crowded so I grab a seat in the back and listen to my music and unwind from the day. I don't usually pay much attention to the other people getting on or off the bus, but 3 stops after I got on, a very tall (over 6' 5") man gets on the bus. I look because he is so tall, I also look because I'll be damned if it isn't C. J. Jacobson himself! He walks the length of the bus and sits down directly across from me. I am rendered speechless. In my mind I'm going through what to do next, do I stare at him until he looks at me? Do I tap him on the shoulder? Do I sneak a picture of him? Do I scream out "OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU!?" But I didn't do anything. He was also listening to music on his phone and busy texting. I really, really, really, really wanted to say something but I couldn't. Sure, I could talk to Derek Hough at Dancing With The Stars, I could say "Hi" to Jon Hamm in the hallway at CBS before a taping of the Craig Ferguson show, but a cooking idol? I was silent. He stayed on the bus for longer than I thought and even though he was right in front of me when he was waiting to get off at a stop, I still stayed silent. When he left, I spent the rest of my bus ride shaking my head and smiling. I also sent a tweet out saying I thought he was on my bus and that I hate being shy...he retweeted it a few hours later.
Relaying this story to others, trying to get feedback on whether or not I was stupid or shy or crazy, most people said I actually did the right thing. I was actually being respectful. C. J. Jacobson is a person, just like everyone else and he was riding the bus, just like everyone else. Had he been in his restaurant or at a book signing, then THAT would have been the time to show my admiration or ask for a photo. This time he was just another Chicagoan, riding the Grand Avenue bus, texting friends and listening to music, trying to get someplace on a Tuesday night.
Sunday, March 19, 2017
A Whole New Vocabulary
This past week I have been training to be a deckhand. Not only has my body had to adjust to being active again, but my mind has had to grasp an entire new vocabulary as I venture into a business I knew very little about. Sure, I had ridden the water taxi as a passenger and even taken the architecture tour a time or two. I had also taken a few cruises on much bigger vessels, so I knew my port from my starboard side, forward and aft, and my bow from my stern. But there are a whole bunch of acronyms and terms and knots to now keep straight. For example, I got an email on Wednesday afternoon titled DH 1 MOB Drill. DH stands for deckhand, the 1 stands for level 1 which means you get to wear 1 stripe on your epaulet (the captain has 4), and MOB stands for Man Overboard. I was supposed to complete training on Wednesday but this being Chicago in the passage between Winter and Spring, we could not complete the drill because the decks were icy and it was too cold, and apparently you can't earn your stripe until you pull a 150 lb. dummy (named Oscar) out of the river while the boat is in motion. So, I had to go back on Friday morning and save Oscar. Even during that one drill there was new vocabulary, you have to learn how "high" and "wide" the victim is from the "mark". This helps the captain maneuver the boat so you can pull the victim out of the water. High is how many feet away from the mark the victim is and wide is the number of degrees. The mark is a small platform at the bottom of the ladder you deploy to stand on to bring the victim on board. Once you've got the victim to the platform you can yell "Victim on/at mark!"
I also learned what the different hatches are called, from the lazarette to the forepeak and what's contained in each one. There are also safety terms, such as the VSO which is the Vessel Security Officer a.k.a. the captain. We also have the CSO (Company Security Officer) and FSO (Facilities Security Officer). Then there are MARSEC levels. MARSEC stands for Maritime Security Level. These are levels set by the Coast Guard (just like levels set after 9/11). We needed to learn what to do at each level and what happens if the level changes while we're out on the river or lake. There are restricted areas on the boat unless you have a TWIC card. This stands for Transportation Worker Identification Credential and can be applied for. Most captains and senior deckhands hold these cards.
There are ABC fire extinguishers and BC extinguishers. There is a COI (Certificate of Inspection) on each vessel. There are also all the people around, from the Engineer, to the Dock Attendant, to the GSA (Guest Services Attendant).
This coming week, I get to learn even more since the water taxis are all different types of boats from the tour boats I was trained on.
So from sweeping 4 inches of snow off the upper deck of a vessel on Tuesday, to using a squeegee to get water off the decks on Friday, and completing fire and abandon ship drills on Wednesday, I am a little tired, a little sore, but very happy.
I also learned what the different hatches are called, from the lazarette to the forepeak and what's contained in each one. There are also safety terms, such as the VSO which is the Vessel Security Officer a.k.a. the captain. We also have the CSO (Company Security Officer) and FSO (Facilities Security Officer). Then there are MARSEC levels. MARSEC stands for Maritime Security Level. These are levels set by the Coast Guard (just like levels set after 9/11). We needed to learn what to do at each level and what happens if the level changes while we're out on the river or lake. There are restricted areas on the boat unless you have a TWIC card. This stands for Transportation Worker Identification Credential and can be applied for. Most captains and senior deckhands hold these cards.
There are ABC fire extinguishers and BC extinguishers. There is a COI (Certificate of Inspection) on each vessel. There are also all the people around, from the Engineer, to the Dock Attendant, to the GSA (Guest Services Attendant).
This coming week, I get to learn even more since the water taxis are all different types of boats from the tour boats I was trained on.
So from sweeping 4 inches of snow off the upper deck of a vessel on Tuesday, to using a squeegee to get water off the decks on Friday, and completing fire and abandon ship drills on Wednesday, I am a little tired, a little sore, but very happy.
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